Happy New Year my angel girl! Your daddy and I weren't feeling well so we stayed home. Your daddy slept most of the day and I took down our Christmas decorations. I get so sad taking them down, and I especially didn't like taking down your little tree. But it does feel nice to have the house back to normal--it almost feels empty. Oh honey, if only you were here. I think about how things would be with you here. So very different. It seems like there are a million pregnancy announcements. I'm sure that I'm hyper focused on it, but it also seems like it's the time to be pregnant. I think I'm supposed to start on Thursday, so we should know within the week if I'm pregnant or not. And I bought some ovulation test strips to help us out this time. I asked Heavenly Father if we could bring one (or two) of your siblings here this year. And I think He's okay with that--I feel very at peace with it. I just pray that I will be able to enjoy every moment instead of worrying about all the things that could possibly go wrong. Can you help me with that honey? You are too good to your mommy. I love you honey. I hope you ha a wonderful day. Sweetest dreams my girl. Squeezes and kisses. Love, Mommy
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