Hi my angel girl. How was your day? Your daddy and I had PTC tonight so we're pretty exhausted. Oh honey, I love you so much. I miss you every day. I hope you had a wonderful day. Sweetest dreams and lots of squeezes and kisses. Love, your mommy
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Hi my angel girl. How was your day? Your sister is growing well--she's about 5 pounds according to the doctor. We had an appointment this morning and I had a little bit of a difficult time because he basically said that he would try to have me induced at 39 weeks, but that he couldn't guarantee it, and that he hopes I don't go over my due date, but he doesn't know. He said he would start checking my cervix at the next appointment, and that would hopefully give us some indication as to how possible it is. He asked me why I wanted to be induced, and I just explained that it seems to be a "common" factor with the moms that had stillborns, and that there was no indication or explanation. I can find peace with your situation, but I don't know if I could find peace with that situation. I know I need to have more faith, and I am working on it. I'm trying. I've been praying that I will be okay with however your sister comes into this world, as long as she is healthy and safe. That's all we really need. Oh honey. Will the stress and worry ever go away? I love you so much my girl. Sweetest dreams and lots of loves. Love, Mommy
Hi my sweet girl. How was your day? Your daddy and I got a lot done. Your daddy mowed the lawn and I finally got the rest of the house cleaned. Then your daddy hung blinds and curtains in your sister's room. We also got a ton of cute clothes and blankets from your Mimi. Your sister is definitely spoiled. It breaks my heart to think that we didn't get to do these things with you. It would have made the grieving process so much more difficult. I love you honey. I love you so very much. Sweetest dreams and lots of hugs and kisses. Love, your mommy
Hi my angel girl. How are you honey? We had a good day at church and then we went to family dinner and hung out with your cousins Rowan and Henrik. It was really good because I got to hold Henrik a lot. I thought a lot about you and what stage of life you would be in because you aren't much older than him. And he fell asleep on my shoulder with his little body laying on my belly. It was really sweet to think of him snuggling up to your little sister. Honey I wish so badly that you were here and playing with your cousins. There was also a baby blessing and the baby's name was Emelia. I have a hard enough time with baby blessings, but having a girl blessed in September with a name so similar to yours was pretty difficult to listen to. I miss you my girl. I pray that you are safe and happy. I love you my girl. Sweetest dreams and lots of loves. Love, Mommy
Hi honey girls. How was your day? Your daddy had his race so I slept in and then got your sister's crib finished and then made her mobile and got her flowers hung up. I'm not totally sure that it will stay that way, but it looks good for now. I love you so much honey. And I love all the little reminders of you that will be in your sister's room. I hope you had a wonderful day my girl. Sweetest dreams and lots of loves. Love, Mommy
Hi my angel girl. Can you believe we are half way through September?? And your baby sister is 34 weeks today! Your daddy is running in the dirty dash tomorrow so we relaxed tonight. We did find your sister a curtain rod, so maybe tomorrow we can start hanging things up and get her room put together. We have some very sweet reminders of you in there for her. Oh honey I love you so much. I hope you had a wonderful day. Sweetest dreams and lots of loves. Love, Mommy
Hi sweetheart. How was your day? Your daddy and I got some cleaning done and he had softball games tonight. We also got to eat at Taco Amigo and got a fresh peach shake! Haha your sister really likes those--and ice cream. You were more of a healthy eater, huh honey? You're so incredible honey. I hope you had a wonderful day. Sweetest dreams and lots of love. Love, Mommy
Hi my angel girl. How are you? Work was a little bit challenging, but still a very simple day. I'm grateful for the group of kids and my para this year. It's been a pretty easy transition. I'm hoping my maternity leave is a smooth transition for them too. Then I got another coat on your sister's crib. Your daddy was right though--we'll need one more coat. Haha he tends to be right a lot of the time. Then I went to YW and came home and I'm definitely ready for bed. I was thinking about your birthday weekend, and how healing it was. I'm so grateful for you and all the tiny ways you show us you were here. I love you honey. Sweetest dreams and lots of squeezes and kisses. Love, your mommy
Hi honey girls. How was your day? We had a good day at work and then we made dinner and went to your Uncle Randal's football game. Then I made a little quote for a friend because she had a miscarriage. It breaks my heart. I just hate that it is even something we have to prepare ourselves for. I can find peace in knowing that we will receive our answers in the next life. I love you so much sweetheart. And I am so proud of you and the example that you are to so many people. Sweetest dreams angel girl. Lots of loves. Love, your momma
Hi sweetheart. How are you? We had a good day at work today and then we came home and while your daddy mowed the lawn, I got your bush all weeded and trimmed. I'm a little nervous that I trimmed too much--there was a huge section that was all dead blossoms so I trimmed them down. I'm hoping some new blossoms will come in very soon. And then your daddy and I went to a play with your Gma and Gpa Hendry and it was really fun. We were thinking how strange it is that it could be one of our last times we get to just go somewhere without having to plan. Pretty soon we'll have to arrange for a babysitter. Pretty strange and exciting. Oh my girl. I love you so very much. I hope you had a wonderful day. Sweetest dreams and lots of squeezes and kisses. Love, your mommy
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